I have come to a point where I know from the past and future we will never work out. Its like fighting fire with fire. I cant be here for you, waiting.
All the best.
This is going to take awhile to get use too…
After knowing you for two years you show up in Marilyn Manson’s Putting holes in happiness music video.. Lisa Porter, my girl !
* Light box
* New brushes
* teal + lime spray paint
* New water colour set
* CANVAS’S !!!
* Art history books.
* trans paper.
” I wish I could go back and correct everything I did. I wish I could of been a better child to my parents. I didnt mean to put them through hell and back. I didnt mean to get C’s all through school. I feel like a disapointment. Some people see me as one. Some even tell me that what im doing isnt worth it. I rather die doing something I like then die doing somthing I hate. You shouldent look at the past, theres a reason why what you did isnt in your future. You should’nt beat yourself up over and over for somthing you did back then. Every morning is new. Every time you open up your eyes you can start over again. Dont be afraid. I was afraid for half my life. I hated everything. I viewed everything as impossable. Do what you can and it will become possiable. These years make who you are. Once you hit your twenty’s you’re hit with bills and charges. Once you hit your thirtys you’re left with wondering whos next to marry. Dont give up on love. Theres always someone out there who loves you. no one can ever be un loved. Theres no such thing. You just need to wake up instead of sleep in everyday. You need to wake up before the sun. Be first. Even if you think your strange or awkward, someone thinks your perfect. Everyone is beautiful, just some dont take the time to realize it. What im tryingto get at is dont ever give up on what you want to do. What you want to do makes up who you are, and who you are makes up what you do. And what you do is pretty fucking great.”