RAY

My cottage in 3 hours, I can not wait.
Its been too long, hopefully ill be able to take some new pictures..

I got into IDP ( independant digital photography )
Only 40 people get in, heartattack much ?

I feel like Im going to have a panic attack if I dont get this out.

 I AM SO GLAD IM GOING TO A SCHOOL WHERE I WILL KNOW NO ONE.

there, its out. Its done.

Honestly, Im glad with where im going. I feel like im going to learn alot more.
Ohh how I am fed up with people.

456 breathe..

I want to forgive and forget 
make amends
and put it in the past.

” Maybe I would have been
Something you’d be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I’d be good at
But now
We’ll never know
I won’t be sad
But in case
I’ll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There’s a chance
I’ll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do”

Just when I realize I dont need you, you show up again.

You never realize how much you miss a person until you see them again.
I know that now from tonight. I ran into an old friend/love, instantly my eyes swelled up with tears. I felt like we saw eachother the day before. Not a year before. He hasnt changed. Only he’s gotten abit taller. I hope we stay in touch this time.

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I got a new job today with Wire.

When ever I go for a walk, I always find myself at the same place.
I feel guilty when I go for walks if I dont visit you. I dont know how Im going to be when I go away for a year. Id love to take a picture of this place with me. At the same time maybe I need to grow. Maybe I need this distance away from everything. I wont have anything to remind me of home. Im happy for that. Atleast I think I am. I was atleast happy to see the letter I wrote for you on December 4th still there.