RAY

im wearing these pants till i die.
watch out
( i am not accountable of what i do with my hands )

dear mom and dad, 

be happy for me, im doing something i love.
stop trying to hold me back because you dont want me to move away.
everyone needs to grow up, and this is my chance.
ive never wanted anything as much as ive wanted to go into this program.
please, please let me do this. you wont regret it. 
please. 
love, madison.

ps, im getting a tattoo in august.

dear,

I rather not say your name because its better that way. though I dont feel the same way as I did last year, you always keep comming back. I admit, I hate you. I really do. Just I cant let myself accept that. anytime you come back you break down the wall I create to block you out. 

I miss you, I miss how we use to be and the endless 4 am conversations.
I miss the bitter comments back and forth.
I miss drinking with you and just ranting all our issues and then doing nothing about it. I dont believe in love. You’re part of the reason why im so scared to love again.
the way you treat me and girls, its painful to see how much power you have.
you can make me best day rotten. with only saying one word. one name. one hint. 
I dont want to be that person you can always go back too. 
I get the point you have figured that out, but I just wont be here anymore.
love, madison.

Dear Melissa,
We have been friends for 14 years now.
Nothing will come between us.
we live across the street from eachother, but soon that will change.
I know you dont want me to move away, but its for something I really want to do.
I cant wait for you to come and visit me. I cant wait to wear a pink puffy dress to your wedding. You are my carrie and i am your samantha.
your sister,
Madison.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Till its over.