RAY

I keep running into people I don’t want to see at sheridan. 
Going to wear a mask forever.  

tomorrow works out. 

If it does, I will be so scared/worried/nervous. 
For the past 2 years I’ve never wanted something more. 
I hate making the first move, but I cant have this pass me by. 
I cant. I wont let it happen again. 
I hope this works, 
Goodnight. 

I can drink wine like ice tea. but I liiiiiiiike it.  

My heart is going to rip out of my chest. 
3 cups of coffee down, and now i have a list of things I want to do.
I really want to go and paint, but also finnish all my homework so I dont have any this weekend. I think around 9 i’ll get dressed and do my life drawing.. and then after i’ll go to the annie smith centre and paint till whenever. 

I hate 8 am classes and my stubbornness.
Damn the aries in me.  

This adorable girl Britney told me that her dad brought her home a dried up seahorse. 
There is someone on my tumblr posting seahorse pictures and all I can do is laugh.

My friend andrew offered to dread my hair. 
I may take his offer.  

last night I felt so unmotivated. 
I feel like that this morning too…
Time to clean my room and do piles of homework..  

A month of 
- no sleep
- no eating
- no voice
- being sick.

I am so ready for this, Bring it haunt 2010
Club blood, Fuck ya !  

My parents rule. 

- wake up 
- cut hair
- food shopping
- clothes shopping
- drop into work and see everyone
- shoppers spree
- if I’m lucky, get my ass downtown.  


I cant wait till tomorrow.