January 2011
I love you,
youth.
I feel tremendously old now finding out my cousin just turned 16. I stumbled upon her facebook, I know when My family lurks me I get all creeped out, but I noticed how much she’s changed. She’s beautiful, She’s growing up, and I feel old as hell. I dont want to sound like a sap, but I can’t wait till she gets a little bit older so I can take her out. Part of me wants to...
laying in bed with a cup of peppermint tea...
I can cook !
And I could only eat half of this, Tomorrow’s lunch I guess !
I just drank way too much coffee, My hands wont stop shaking.
no clue.
push over.
I sometimes blame myself on how nice I am. ( not saying I’m a saint ) It was the way I was brought up, treat people the way you want to be treated. I’ve always taken that saying to heart, but now it’s taken a turn on things. Laying in bed has made me realize that I put too much effort into making people happy. Not that it’s a bad thing, but you can only give so much...
last night was interesting.
vodka, good people, best friends, drunk girls, peter’s answers, bonding time, wine, high hopes, graffiti on my arms, sleep.
Good morning.
Waking up to
A huge cup of coffee, diplo, and now skyping with my parents. This will be a good day.
Listen
GoodNight,
Good night. My bed has never felt so good night now. Trying to sober up with tea and dashboard confessional. :)
Friday night consists of ;
- waiting - leaving my door open, finally - blasting music - dancing uncontrollably everywhere and drinking. tomorrow,
party for sure, I am taking advantage of this.
Oh boy,
I don’t think I’ve been this excited / nervous to see someone I see everyday. Lets hope everything goes well tonight.
rough I made for my final project in imaging systems.
I feel like complete death right now. I’d rather crawl back into bed then stand in the bathroom and dry my hair for 20 minutes. Drawing systems you better be good today, or else. I’ve downed 2 cups of coffee and trying to dance to the killers to wake me up, Thank god my roommate isn’t here. Last night Steph and I got really crafty and made sign’s for everything in her...
Today is hell.
woke up this morning with the worst attitude. I honestly dread tuesdays. I hate life drawing. I have my hit and misses, but I honestly sit in that class wondering why the hell am I in an art program. I’d like to blame the teacher for never explaining us things, or noticing that a few of us have never ever done this before… but instead I’ll blame myself for not knowing what to do...
I want
to get a pet rat or something for my dorm. I’m thinking a rat. My mom isn’t going to like this..
I believe
My room is bad luck. When I’m with other people I’m great, I’m really energetic and happy. As soon as I take a step into my room hell breaks loose, I get really dizzy and really upset. Maybe it’s the air? Who knows, whatever it is I would like it to change. I’m off to Steph’s for the night for dinner plans and swimming/sauna.
caapricious asked: holy fuck i love your camera.
sorry, saw the picture and my jaw dropped out of jealousy haha
sorry, saw the picture and my jaw dropped out of jealousy haha
I Miss Nicole So Much.
Holy shit. emotional brakedown while colouring patterns.
This is killing me, I want to go out.
good to be back.
I'm loosing my mind.
Left my phone in my car, which is now in Toronto.. I have the best parents, they drove back to oakville it drop it off. love love love!
I do not want to leave home.
Lewis and I are laying in bed listening to Regina Specktor. I’m suppose to leave in 20 minutes. So not excited.
I thought coming home would help, I thought wrong. My anxiety is coming back, and hitting hard.
” My whole life is a dark room. One big dark room. “ { I swear watching this movie over and over when I was young has made me become who I am today. I was obsessed with Lydia Deetz. }
