hello world I am wearing colour.
March 2011
hello world I am wearing colour.
February 2011
I donated my entire body today.
Now I feel like the government is going to scheme ways to kill me so they can take my body parts.
Yup, hiding for the rest of my life.
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WHY IS THIS IN OUR HOUSE, WHY DID MY DAD BUY THIS, WHAT IS THIS, WHY IS THIS HERE, WHY DOES MY DAD HAVE A RIHANNA LIVE DVD!? WHY WHY why why..
My mind
I feel disgusting today.
I dont know what it is. Isn’t home suppose to cheer you up? or at least make you happy?
I am happy, don’t get me wrong. I like being here just these past few day’s I don’t know where my head is at. I keep thinking that I probably haven’t recovered from my stressful week at school. Just the thought of school right now scares me and makes my hand’s go numb. Im stuck between the paint colours of my wall, I don’t even know where I was going with this. I feel gross.
I’m going for a walk.
home with this droolin’ boy.
so i'm chillin' on youtube and come across these videos of a drunken, pretty girl and i'm all like...don't i know her from tumblr? and then i go check and it's you ahah! i know we don't know each other, but you are too cute miss
Haha, This made my morning. Thank you !
I’m craving Oakville so badly right now.
I miss going for walk’s at night and just over thinking everything.
I miss sitting in my room that is surrounded by items that reflect who I am.
I feel misplaced here. My room reminds me of high school and the people I use to know who have slipped away. So many phone calls and memories have taken place in this room. Get me out of this mind state.
Listen
This will forever be on repeat inside my head.
Home in Toronto till Friday.
If I haven’t seen you in awhile. I’d like for us to hangout.
Monday, thursday and friday are taken.
I’m nervous that one day soon I’m going to loose you.
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It seem’s anytime I’m away from Residence I sit alone in my room and just over think anything and everything. Once again the topic of people is on my mind. People and home. Maybe a little bit about the future, correction a lot about the future.
I’m starting to push past and accept a lot of things I never would of thought I could get past. For example I was always shy about going out in public not looking my best. Today I stepped out in tights, my baja sweater, un showered, no make up, with a beanie on and salted moccasins. I felt disgusting, but so happy and full of not caring what I looked like.
I’m taking a HUGE acceptation to the past and it’s faults. I just feel continuously happy. I’m so scared though, I always had this issue with myself that when thing’s are going so well something bad is bound to happen. I just hope it has nothing to do with the situation I am in right now with someone because it’s the reason why I wake up every morning smiling and not worrying so much about everything.
